Tuesday, November 14, 2006

uh...what was I about to say...

Can't remember the last time I wrote...mayb a mth ago. Busy. Tired very tired perhaps. Not only physically, especially mentally. I have started losing my memory too. why all of these happening to me i don't know. Mayb I do i just don't want to say it out loud than i am different from the others. You know the norm. i am starting to believe i am not cut out for family life. This constant noice, expectations, reponsibilities, noise, budgets...did i mention noise. The list goes on. when it gets too much I learned to switch off. I guess thats why i cant remember things now. I can read something and forget it the next minute hmm. Do I want help for the memory lost...mayb not. wait that loud noise again...screaming. stop stop please stop that screaming. Now where was I...oh ya no help for me thank you, doing just fine being lost. It sounds memory lost is quite a trouble but that seems to be the only little comfort i have now in a wierd way. Too tired to write more. Hard to remember the things I wanna say. So God bless you single people. You lucky fuckers.

m.t

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