Metal scrub...

"I feel like fucking scrubbing the insides of my vagina out with a metal scrub for sleeping with you."

This was one of the parting shots of a blog entry which was dedicated to a dear, dear friend of ours. Of course my friend had a bad episode from this experience too, involving a budget hotel and having to fondling and lubing a candle. But back to the main 'ahem' thrust of the matter...

Firstly, it didn't bother him that you've had other dalliances, or that he knew the person that you were previously sleeping with or that you have serious mental problems. What did bother him was the fact that you thought that the person whom you were sleeping might have an std and YOU FAILED TO MENTION IT!!! You went for a checkup. Bully for you! But you went after the deed was done and mentioned it as a footnote. And that, I think would seriously freak anyone out.

Secondly... It was CONSENSUAL!!! You weren't raped nor were you made to feel like a whore as you eloquently put it... But that's fine ain't it??? But this makes you feel cheap??? Hmmm... And from what you've written, you obviously enjoyed it!!! Let's not deny that shall we? The whole " you engineered the situation " BS... Were you drunk? Were you not in control of your actions? Did he whisper sweet nothings in your ear and you were taken in by them? And knowing this boy like I do... He's not that sort darlin... Like you said, "I thought why the hell not because I thought we were going somewhere." You thought. Did you confirm this? Did you think sleeping with him would make it true? Obviously you did. So who's the manipulative shit here? Newsflash honey... Any single hotblooded male and some married ones... WILL NOT TURN DOWN A FREE RIDE!!! You read a lot of psychology and philosophical stuff right? What? You couldn't take it philosophically or you don't understand the id of the male animal??? Maybe you should start reading something a bit more fluff like Feist or something...

All things said maybe you should really start living with a metal scrub. Think about it... You get the pleasure you want, you get to inflict the pain on yourself and you can tell the whole world you're the victim...

Oh, and Prof Aapu, maybe you want to comment on your candle fondling experiences??? :P

Till next time,

Our thought for the day,

It's unfair to say that men spend their entire lives in pursuit of sex. That's simply not the case. We do, after all, have to eat.

- Nightwatch