Joined the ranks of single and available again on the eve of the Lunar New Year. It was heart wrenching, painful and possibly something I'd never want to go through again... But after the smoke cleared and the dust settled, I realized I could see her as a person again. Not as a mate, not someone to worry, not someone to get pissed off with or piss off, get hurt over slights, imagined or otherwise, but most importantly not someone to hurl hurtful words or thoughtless actions at. I regained a friend at that instant. To be honest, I loved her, still do love her, but some things just aren't meant to be. We are two very different personalities. And while its said opposites attract, we are not magnets... Looking back, I will cherish the good times but this is for the best for all involved. To quote a song, We shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you...
So for the time being I have decided to leave the game, enjoy the time alone and the company of my friends... As for rejoining the game... Only time will tell...
Our thought for the day,
I always knew that looking back on tears would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back on laughs would make me cry.
- Nightwatch
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you...
So for the time being I have decided to leave the game, enjoy the time alone and the company of my friends... As for rejoining the game... Only time will tell...
Our thought for the day,
I always knew that looking back on tears would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back on laughs would make me cry.
- Nightwatch
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