Metal scrub...

"I feel like fucking scrubbing the insides of my vagina out with a metal scrub for sleeping with you."

This was one of the parting shots of a blog entry which was dedicated to a dear, dear friend of ours. Of course my friend had a bad episode from this experience too, involving a budget hotel and having to fondling and lubing a candle. But back to the main 'ahem' thrust of the matter...

Firstly, it didn't bother him that you've had other dalliances, or that he knew the person that you were previously sleeping with or that you have serious mental problems. What did bother him was the fact that you thought that the person whom you were sleeping might have an std and YOU FAILED TO MENTION IT!!! You went for a checkup. Bully for you! But you went after the deed was done and mentioned it as a footnote. And that, I think would seriously freak anyone out.

Secondly... It was CONSENSUAL!!! You weren't raped nor were you made to feel like a whore as you eloquently put it... But that's fine ain't it??? But this makes you feel cheap??? Hmmm... And from what you've written, you obviously enjoyed it!!! Let's not deny that shall we? The whole " you engineered the situation " BS... Were you drunk? Were you not in control of your actions? Did he whisper sweet nothings in your ear and you were taken in by them? And knowing this boy like I do... He's not that sort darlin... Like you said, "I thought why the hell not because I thought we were going somewhere." You thought. Did you confirm this? Did you think sleeping with him would make it true? Obviously you did. So who's the manipulative shit here? Newsflash honey... Any single hotblooded male and some married ones... WILL NOT TURN DOWN A FREE RIDE!!! You read a lot of psychology and philosophical stuff right? What? You couldn't take it philosophically or you don't understand the id of the male animal??? Maybe you should start reading something a bit more fluff like Feist or something...

All things said maybe you should really start living with a metal scrub. Think about it... You get the pleasure you want, you get to inflict the pain on yourself and you can tell the whole world you're the victim...

Oh, and Prof Aapu, maybe you want to comment on your candle fondling experiences??? :P

Till next time,

Our thought for the day,

It's unfair to say that men spend their entire lives in pursuit of sex. That's simply not the case. We do, after all, have to eat.

- Nightwatch

When Friends Lie

Everyone lies. Husbands lie to their wives, employees lie to their bosses, children lie to their parents. And we all know that, and except it, in fact its the way of life. That makes us human. What happens when a friend lies? That's one thing we never expect. It usually becomes a big shocker when you find out your friend lied to you. When your parent lie to you, you somehow expected that from them. what would you really do when a friend lies. Or hide the truth from you. What would you do when a friend did something and doesn't tell you... A lie is when when you change the truth. But if you just don't mention the truth, pretend it never happened or still maybe happening behind your sad naive back. What would you do? What happens when the friend reads this starts wondering if you are referring to...oh I don't know. What If the friend panics and starts getting cold sweats, after reading this wondering if you know exactly what has been happening or if you are just suspecting something is happening and don't really know the details. What if the friend decides to come clean? Would you smile and say I always knew...or would you say How could you look me in the eye every time we met and took me for a fool...or would you walk away in disappointment cause you are just lost for words?

Either way...you are screwed FRIEND.

Muhahaha

TOT of The Day
"To sit alone with my conscience
Will be judgement enough for me"

Charles William Stubbs

BY,
M.T

DON'T Doubt My ReasonS To Wanting To Have SEX With David Boreanaz

I know I have Been too obvious abt my dying need to have sex with David Boreanaz before I die. Everyone keeps asking me why. I cant really seem to explain WHY. I gave it some thought...The best I could do is to tell HOW BAD I would like to. I would like to have wild meaningless sex, and if I do get pregnant and I happen to have octuplets (8 babies) all natural delivery without epidural. I would Pray so hard that My vagina heals fast so I can go have sex with him AGAIN! Gross? well you needed to know right. Now you know.

My Luck....

Never had any, Never will. with the weather, with the men. Oh well at least with the men.
I Travel all the way to the heart of Tokyo thinking I will have Japanese Men all over me. I was wrong My 'curse' as my friends nicely put it seems to be real. The first Man i encounter who cant seem to get his eyes off me is a White guy...a French even. I don't think I have ever mentioned how I usually avoid the French with all my might! yesterday morning saw one. I was totally put off by the accent and avoided eye contact.

Until Last afternoon while having a smoke outside the hotel. I realized what a so not French looking...rather a Italian /French/American/hot/tight ass/stubble/compact/sexy....Ok got the point?! well what the heck I thought at least the opposite species actually thinks you are pretty enough to stop for a whole of 68 seconds till you actually look him in the eye, lose control of your face muscle to smile back(little giggle) like a school girl. Bloody Shame on you M.T. WE DON'T GIGGLE!! How could you let yourself go like that? Shame Shame...stubble/tight ass/sexy. Oh fuck STOP!STOP!

The weather is fucked so is my so called vacation...12 degrees. rain and nipples showing through every bra I have tried. have not left the Hotel. Sad but will over come that with alcohol very soon. So till more news...M.T signing off from COLD COLD TOKYO.

A Tribute ....To the 1 and Only MARK ANTHONY

If you grew up in the 80's and 90's than you will be a Fan. There is no way you saw a Tamil, Malayalam or Telugu movie and didn't know or even worship Raghuvaran. He was the first Villain that the guys wanted to be like and the girls wanted to sleep with! He was the villain to make a movie reach its potential, stole the show from the fucking ugly heroes, and made Tamil movie watching, actually fun.

May you rest in peace, and if there is such a thing as a villain heaven...babe you
will be God!




Raghuvaran (December 11, 1948 - March 19, 2008)

M.T
AND
NIGHTWATCH

Warming up- Don't judge me ppl

How do we perceive Breast? I was in a flight to Munich one day and there was a woman with a few month old baby. couple of hours in the plane, she suddenly lifted up her blouse and took out her huge sagging breast out and fed the baby. She never tried to be discreet about it. she was even flaunting her breast, in fact i realised when coming back from the loo, she had the other breast exposed when it was not being 'used'. Like she was begging people to watch. I was Disgusted.

That day it got me thinking about a few years back, we were visiting some family and they were showing us pictures of their daughter's trip to the states, cause they are proud of her..blah blah. anyway i was flipping through the album when there was a picture of the daughter out of the water topless! wow how proud must the parents be actually they were very proud. just when i thought maybe not all of then are crazy and immoral. a few years later the was a home video of 3 generations of family going to an island close by during the summer vacations and guess what the grandmother and mother where topless. while the father and son-in-law are there too.

While discussing this with a friend he said, he doesn't see anything wrong with the picture. cause a woman's breast is a very natural thing, and we should take it to be proud to be topless. So i asked him if he thought the mother-in-law being topless lying there to get a tan is not a slightest bit weird? he said no. Its not a A sexual thing at all was his argument. The breast is not a sexual organ and its OK for women to be topless wherever or in front of whoever they want, its not as if like you are showing your vagina.

Point taken, so bottom line is men never look at women's breast cause they are NOT attracted to breasts. A men only gets a hard on when he sees a vagina. I wonder maybe that's why they have topless women in all of the newspaper and magazines in Europe. cause no one is jerking off. I have been so naive. so, I turn around to him and said if i showed my breasts right now you are actually telling me you will not get excited at all in a sexual way? he asked if we could change the topic and begged me not to show anything to him at least not in public. I wonder why, he didn't wanna see my breasts when it will so not effect our friendship cause the breast is a very natural organ of the human body.

So i thought i will do an simple experiment. I will like to show my breast to selected men to see if they get sexually excited. Than at the end i will sum up the average score and update you readers whether the Europeans where always right or its just an excuse for the men to fucking look and for the bitches to show!

So here are the criteria for the experiment application.

A)Sexually active healthy Men
B)Age 20-40
C)European
D)Average looking is good enough(that is so i don't mind showing my breast)

Pls email us a picture of yourself, and we might just choose you to be a candidate for our experiment.

Been too long

Can't even remember the last entry. Lot has happened since the last blabbering. Tragedy came and left. Lost someone close and dear. Too young, too small, too delicate. Everyone has moved on. To my disgust, Even those were personally involved. Where else I am still hearing little foot steps at the door. High pitch voice ringing in my head. Can't stop tearing every time something reminds me of the angel whom I was blessed to meet and love for a while. Life has to move on, I keep hearing. Others just talk about things that don't interest me to make me forget. Not sure if they wanna help me forget or are trying to avoid the pain themselves. Some have even been insensitive. Preferred to gossip about the mishap than, than honouring the privacy of moaners.

Either way life goes on...

PS: appreciate friends not to read this and call me to ask me shit, whats all this about and etc... no offence but some of you suck at trying to find out whats going on someones mind or even comforting for the matter.

So do me a favour, fucking stop commenting and the bloody need to know on every fuck thing I write, and say. Cause I don't fucking care what shit you say or write about. I can't fucking have a reason for every shit I do. Yours Noses out of my arse might be encouragement to actually start writing again.


Cheers,
M.T

New Tattoo!!!

After agonizing for 5 years, yes it's been that long since I had my first tattoo done, I stepped into a tattoo parlor and had my second tat done. Two hours and forty five mins of agony... But in the end it was all worth it! Still not complete just yet. A lil bit more work to be done. Next tat, shoulders or wrists??? Hmmm, decisions, decisions...

Till next time,

Our thought for the day,

Life hurts more than death, when you die the pain is gone.

-Nightwatch

Policeman vs. Fireman

Ramblings of a disconnected mind...

The world spun off its axis, and still we waited.
The night grew light, not a sound did we make.
The storm battered the walls, fury unabated.
The heavens tore asunder, no vision moved us.
We stood in the eye of a maelstrom, the calm before the storm. We walked the void, marveling its emptiness.
A thousand suns seared our flesh, and still we did not care.
We walked among the fires and marvelled at the flames.
We played with the devils and sang with the angels never acknowledging the taint.

Till next time, Our thought for the day,

Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age.

-Nightwatch

Remembrance

If I were to disappear one day,

Would you remember me?

Or would I be lost in procession of other thoughts,

Pushed out from the mind if not in sight?

Would you remember me,

If I disappeared into the night?

Lost in the darkness,

Never found in the light?

Would you remember the way I looked at u?

Would you remember the way my skin felt on yours?

Or the way my smile lit up your day?

Would you remember the words spoken?

Or the endless dinners enjoyed and attended?

Would remember the way your hand felt in mine?

Or the kisses shared through the night?

Would you remember the way your head nestled on my shoulder?

Or the way we planned a life together?

Would you reminisce about me to your friends?

Would you remember me if I were to disappear one day…

Till next time, Our thought for the day,

In the end we will not remember the insults of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.


-Nightwatch

Donald getting it on!!!

Job Hopper

I admit, I job hop quite a bit. Can't stay put in a place for more than a year at most. Why you ask? Probably because I have A.D.D... LoL. But seriously, looking at the current working conditions in our island nation, loyalty is not appreciated anymore... How many places actually offer a permanent position? Hardly any... Everything is on a contractual basis or out sourced. And where does that leave a poor schmuck like me? Up the creek without a paddle that's where... So if I get a better deal or a higher salary I'm out the door. Like now, just got a new job... And I've only been with my current company for two and a half months. Longer hours and all, but if it pans out I'll be making nearly twice my current take home salary. It's all about the bottom line now days or as I like to say, " Show me the Ishaks"... :D

Till next time, Our thought for the day,

When a man tells you that he got rich through hard work, ask him, 'Whose?'

-Nightwatch

American Association of professors' university

Hi , Im new to this blog, but im not new to this group.
Ive been a loyal visitor to this blog ever since i heard about it. Any way let me intro myself im aapu! hmm! thats wat they call me. The reason behind this is im the member of the Americian Association of profrssors' university. ;)

Right now im on a new assignment i will write more after the research and operation are done.

Till then see u ...

Aapu

Marudhanayagam Trailer

Muhammed Yusuf Khan

So here is a trailer of a movie that never got completed...


For some reason that can't be revealed, a member of the TMNT(MMNT) has been named 'Muhammed Yusuf Khan'. He on the other hand didn't like the name at first. So I thought it was my job to enlighten him, what a cool name this is and that there was a 'Muhammed Yusuf Khan' in the Indian history, and that it was even almost a Movie. So hope you like this bro...enjoy!

Maruthanayagam Pillai was born 1725 in the village of Panaiyur, in Rammnad 'country' in a Hindu farming family of the Pillai Vella caste. Being too restless in his youth, he left his native village, to make a living as a domestic hand at the residence of the French Governor Monsr. Jacques Law, in Pondicherry. It was here he befriended another French, who later became captain of the French force under Yusuf Khan in Madurai.

Yusuf Khan's military career started during the Carnatic Wars. He became a mercenary and fought alongside the French in the siege of Arcot in 1751. Robert Clive, impressed by the charges Yusuf Khan led against the battlements of Arcot, recruited him — and Yusuf Khan put his Nellore sepoys and cavalry at the disposal of the English. Over the next decade, as the Company fought the French in the Wars of the Carnatic, it was Yusuf Khan's guerrilla tactics, repeatedly cutting the French lines of supply, that did the French in, particularly during Lally's siege of Madras in 1758. Lally was to later describe the role of the Nellore Subedar's sepoys in these words: "They were like flies, no sooner beat off from one part, they came from another."
Under Major Stringer Lawrence , he was trained in the European method of warfare and his natural talent in military tactics and strategy blossomed to its full potential. By 1760 he had reached the zenith of his career as the 'all-conquering' military commandant. (A few years earlier he had been given the rank of 'Commandant of Company's sepoys'). His greatest supporter during this period was George Pigot, the English governor in Madras.

Yusuf Khan was held in very high esteem even after his death by the English and in their opinion he was one of the two great military geniuses India had ever produced; the other being Hyder Ali of Mysore. Yusuf Khan was regarded for his strategy and Hyder Ali for his speed. Major General Sir. John Malcolm said of him almost a fifty years later,"Yusuf Khan was by far the bravest and ablest of all the native soldiers ever to serve the English in India".

Tamil actor Kamal Haasan and SirErshad Raja and Mohan Rao - renown writer and thinker did "Maruthanayagam" portraying this character in English, French, and Tamil languages.Director by Raghavendar Rao and Music by Shivarama kirshnan.But for various reasons shooting for the movie has stopped.

You will be missed...

It's been a long, long weekend... For those of you who don't know, my paternal grandmother passed away on Thursday. After all the bickering, the wake was set for three days, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Me being the night bird I am, volunteered for the night shift. It was an interesting three nights... I got to see sides of my cousins, uncles and aunties I've never seen before. The stories which were shared, the reminiscing, the antics which we resorted to trying to stay awake three nights running, all the while remembering and honoring the memory of Amachi, as everyone called her. I admit, I don't have many memories of her as I was raised by my maternal grandmother and far closer to my mum's side of the family. But the memories I do have are of her always smiling and telling stories. I've had my arguments, but then again didn't we all? But when I saw her on her deathbed all was forgiven and forgotten. I admit, it broke my heart, seeing this small, petite woman, who singlehandedly raised 6 children after grandfather's death. Here's to you granny, rest in peace, You will be missed...

Till next time, Our thought for the day,

Family isn't about whose blood you have. It's about who you care about.

-Nightwatch

We're 1!!!

It's hard to believe that it's been a year since M.T and I started this blog. We may not be the most prolific of writers, but hey! We get by. :) Let's recap... It's been an eventful year. New friends made, bad hats dropped. Shared laughter, wept tears, lost loves, awesome sex :P, drinks shared among friends and family, watching the antics of Cyrus so vocal all of a sudden. Where does all that time go? Well, here's to another year of blogging and sharing our lives with u. And to all of our 10 readers, thanks for taking the time! Cheers!

Till next time, Our thought for the day,

All we can say about life is, Oh God, enjoy it!

-Nightwatch

Movie one liners that we can't forget

Some of my Favourite one liners...which we kinda of still use. If the situation is right.

Here are some examples when you can use them...

Situation 1. When you or someone else has done something unacceptable

Situation 2. When you are misunderstood

Situation 3. When you just wanna irritate the hell of someone. (It works for crazy crazy sadistic man, in fact he created this one liner, way before Prakash Raj did)

Situation 4. When someone thinks he is greater than everyone









Situation 5. When people think its tasking for you to understand them

Situation 6. When there is a competition going on. (even playing poker will do)

Situation 7. When someone has been too patient with his enemy

BY

M.T

Updates from Deutschland

Why can't we vacation in Australia? Where the guys are hot and the sun is warm!

Its been 5 days since arriving in the land of the cold(summer my arse). Finally we see the sun.Don't know how long it will last. It felt good to be outside to have a smoke without shivering and freezing one's ass. Smoking menthol in a cold country doesn't help either. Today we visited a castle called Lichtenstein. Cyruz is very into castle, kings and knights lately. At least he got something form me:) So I wanted him to visit the first castle I went to, which was Lichtenstein. He was very excited obviously, and kept looking for the King, and the Knights and didn't understand why were there only empty armours and no knights. I guess that will take a while before he understand that they don't exist anymore. I mean he is 4. Unlike some idiots I have had dreadfully met, think that most Germans do live in castles! Than again they are partially right. Most Germans try to live like they are royals, but just not in castles thankfully. Its 8.30pm here, while everyone at home are cuddled in bed. I better get going it's time for dinner. Did I mention that usually when you dine at home you get cold food?! Its bad enough the weather sucks can't they at least cook their food?

Signing off from the very cold Deutschland,

M.T