Lately, I've been consumed by my thoughts. My minds like a snake biting its tail, running in circles. I'm losing sleep and being consumed by my doubts.Did I do the right thing? Am I doing the right thing?I heard so much and still I'm confused... Maybe I'm not as hard as I thought I was. Maybe I really do care? Maybe I'm just growing old and I'm clutching at straws? Maybe I really do need you? Maybe I have the dog in the manger syndrome? Maybe I should just curl up into a ball and whimper in a corner? It's overwhelming me and I don't know wat to do!!! This is not me. I've always been one to grab the bull by the horns, why not this time? Why am I feeling so insecure? It's like I'm fat and 18 again... Thoughts, suggestions anyone?
Till next time,
Our thought for the day,
I never thought there could be anything worse than being all alone in the night. But there is: being all alone in a crowd.
-Nightwatch