Single again...

Joined the ranks of single and available again on the eve of the Lunar New Year. It was heart wrenching, painful and possibly something I'd never want to go through again... But after the smoke cleared and the dust settled, I realized I could see her as a person again. Not as a mate, not someone to worry, not someone to get pissed off with or piss off, get hurt over slights, imagined or otherwise, but most importantly not someone to hurl hurtful words or thoughtless actions at. I regained a friend at that instant. To be honest, I loved her, still do love her, but some things just aren't meant to be. We are two very different personalities. And while its said opposites attract, we are not magnets... Looking back, I will cherish the good times but this is for the best for all involved. To quote a song,

We shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you...

So for the time being I have decided to leave the game, enjoy the time alone and the company of my friends... As for rejoining the game... Only time will tell...

Our thought for the day,

I always knew that looking back on tears would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back on laughs would make me cry.

- Nightwatch

An old classmate called me up a few days ago and tells me he bumped into our maths teacher MDM HO HO. He said she never changed still the same dressing and talking. we were laughing on the phone abt how she hated us in school...Gosh that woman was so funny I went to maths class even thou I hated maths. she was chinese educated that's means, for you youngsters who can't understand what that means...she went to a all chinese school that teaches every subject in mandarin. so her english was really bad! we had a lot of those in my school. maths and physical teachers( I guess moe decided that you don't need gd english to teach numbers and to say lan alound the tlack zen time) all had poblem making a sentence without the whole cass laofing. Get the drift? so any way she used to especially hate my class cause we were the worse in that level. So my friend asked me "do you think, if only we had better qualified teachers we would have turned out better and went on to poly or JC". I thought for a moment and said "Nope". Its not always the teachers. we were just not the smart ones...even if we had Einstein in our classrooms that's how he would have felt and he would have lost all hopes on us. Yes we would have still turned up as the losers we are now :)

M.T

FOR DAD

Well, I stand up next to a mountain

And I chop it down with the edge of my hand

Well, I pick up all the pieces and make an island

Might even raise a little sand

Cos I'm a voodoo child

Lord knows I'm a voodoo child

I want to say one more last thing

I didn't mean to take up all your sweet time

I'll give it right back to ya one of these days

If I don't meet you no more in this world then

I'll meet ya on the next one

And don't be late Don't be late

I'm a voodoo child

I don't take no for an answer

The only asset you have is your D cup rack. How far you think you will go with that? How much you think you will accomplish with that rack of yours you keep shoving on every opportunity you get? well if it really works that well, than why cant you get a man till now? let me tell you why you dum ass...cause thats all they want from you. You cant keep a man long enough for him to just stay on for that rack of yours. Every boy gets tired of his toy...and your asset girl isnt good enough to look pass that ugly face of yours!

M.T

Justification...

"Do I have justification? I do. Do you have justification? You don't. There is justification for venting. There isn't justification for fraud/blackmail." Someone posted on their blog...

And what is the justification pray tell? You decided I'm gonna make your life miserable & you're
trying. Kudos to you... But justification does not make it god's own truth. What makes you god to decide that your justification is more valid than mine? And now to the main thrust of this blog...

Does knowing someone for all your life justify trying to bad mouth them? Ruin their matrimonial life? Sling mud on their character? Live a pretense and expect it to be endorsed? Does that give you the right to pretend to be a saint when in actuality you are a cheap low down whore? I learnt a lot of things about a person I've known most of my adult life in 2 hours then in all the time I've known them... And all of it from someone who barely knows you... How do you justify all you've said and done?The 'strong',independent woman of the nineties' is all a farce isn't it darling??? At heart you're just a typical Indian woman who needs a prick to rule your life... Is your biological clock ticking??? Tick,tock,tick,tock... BTW what gives you the right to take it upon yourself to disseminate information which was told to you in the strictest confidence? Who are you to judge someone else's values and morals when you yourself have none. In the end Peru, when the shit hits the fan for you, I will sit sipping my Vodka Ribena with some dear and close friends watching your slow and painful downfall... And when it is over we will turn around and walk away leaving you friendless and destitute... Oh, and by the way your descent into hell has already begun...

Our thought for the day,

A person who buries his head in the sand offers an engaging target.

- Nightwatch

valentine on its way

Valentine is like ...Look I have a date !!! Wah I have an idiot who will buy me a rose for $12.


I hate valentine's day, always did. Every bloody restaurant is full, shopping malls are packed with idoits walking around proudly with thier roses that cause a hole on a poor boy's wallet. Trust me, guys will not give a shit for valentine's day if not for chicks nagging at them they want to feel "special" on a very "special" day. GOD woman how special are you when there are thousands of other women walking around with the same dozen roses! For smart creatures, women at times can really be silly. They always say they want to be special but insist on having what the other woman has. want the princess cut diamond she has, want the little beetle car she has, want the dress she has...so I can be "special"!
Girls wake up! stop bothering the boys about Valentine's day. cause for the money they end up spending on you that day, they can bring you out 3 times more on other days. or even buy you that jewerllery you always wanted. So use your blain, use your blain...make your own valentine's day, since you need a day to be told when to show your love and be romantic...choose a day that will be special for you and your boy!
Trust me he will be grateful for you being practical( and you can always use this to kick his ass and remind him abt how you gave up 14th of feb for him, so he doesnt have to spend ridiculous
amt of $$)

For some of you idiots out there, feel free to buy ppl you care abt some flowers too, moms, sisters, friends, aunties or even the nice lady next door. flowers are not only meant for the girls you wanna hump, humping or humped and wan to spice up "things". This goes for the girls too its ok for you to take out your preety fake louis vutton to buy flowers once in awhile for others. here are some ideas what type of flowers you can get your loved ones...

BY

M.T

1 stalk - Love at 1st Sight
2 stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 stalks - I Love You
7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 stalks - You are Perfect11 stalks - You are My Treasured One
12 stalks - Be My Steady
13 stalks - Friends Forever
15 stalks - I am Sorry
20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 stalks - I am Committed to You
36 stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100 stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101 stalks - You are My One and Only
999 stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time

Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - You are heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Orange - Enthusiasm
Blue - You are special
Purple - You are my romance
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity

TOT OF THE WEEK

what every man wants to hear......

M.T

I am a Armchair...

-Nightwatch

The dumb chicks rock ! I guez u can say I envy them and I am happy for the boys.
Went to a club recently. tanx to my two very horny buddies who kept runnin to the dance floor to check out chicks, I was left alone sitting and drinking to my lonesome self I took the opportunity to look around myself for some eye candy. EVERY GUY WAS DANCING wif a girl...even the ugliest dudes. Chicks are seeking for attention from any guys would give them some eye ball contact. Sad? not really lucky bastards ...

Goddess

come on... do i have to say more

M.T